Monday, 12 July 2010

smoke and mirrors

upon reflection things are never as they at first seem
there are very good reasons why things are never finished
that is life
what is the point of knocking yourself out finishing something that you know to be wrong
the main reason things get shelved is so that I can refine the tools of the trade
so that I can learn new tricks and gather more information
there is a lot of shit that has to be re learnt because it was wrong going in
and a lot of shit is still going in that has to be verified and countered with my own logic.
to top it all the kjnhyyyyyy67 j key has finally jumped off the keyboard and joined the b key somewhere in a land deficient in keyboards
lucky I had the foresight to learn how to touch type.

Sunday, 11 July 2010

never to late to learn

I was trying to convince a young lad (aged seven ) the other day that to get anything done he should spend more than three minutes on each venture or frustration would ensue
It dawned on me that this is my own problem in life and I was speaking with the confidence of years of experience under my belt
nothing I do gets finished
I always tell myself that it doesn't matter, I can get back to it. I quite often do
but I have too many fingers in too many pies, none of which are particularly filling.
focus would seem to be missing.
well maybe not depth of focus , more sustained focus.
I am easily distracted by more shiny objects or pressing dilemma
turns out the lesson was for me

Saturday, 10 July 2010

I just found the dashboard but alas no steering wheel
(I wonder how many times that thought has gone through peoples minds )
oh happy days

vaguely something or other

this is the begining of something special
I can feel it in my water
i have filled my head with useless and pointless information over the last forty eight years and its time I started to share it with you folks as you seem to have an apetite for brain jamming and mind numbing futility.
i am even going to be careless with spelling and punctuation to give some of you passing fruitloops something to comment on
just remember this
anything that goes into your mind will stay there and add to the confusion
so think on and look sharp